I'M SORRY FOR NEVER POSTING ANYTHING ANY MORE I'VE STILL GOT SCHOOL AND OTHER STUFF TO WORRY ABOUT AND I'M REALLY SOOOORRRRRYYYYY.
Also I really need to vent about something and just um yeah.
I feel kind of really bad right now because I have this friend and I keep ending up feeling really resentful and pissed off towards her and it's making me feel bad. Because she's generally an okay person but she's super judgemental, never lets me talk about things I like, gets annoyed super easily (and I mean properly annoyed, not jokingly annoyed), yells at me a lot, never knows when to stop (even if you tell her a million fucking times to stop) and has done so many things to piss me off and not like "ahaha I'm pretending to be pissed of at you" pissed off, like actually properly pissed off. Urgh, you know what I really feel the need to rant about these sorry....
- Super judgemental
She judges everything before she even sees it, especially if it's something I like (*cough*RoosterTeeth*cough*) and is just generally super judgemental about what other people like and it's just like "Dude, seriously? If it's making them happy then why should it matter to you even if it's something you don't like?". Oh and when she doesn't like something the whole world just has to know and she has to get super pissed every time anyone mentions it and make a big deal out of it. Like why can't she just leave, stay and wait until the topic changes or politely say "Hey I don't really like this, can we please change the subject?" instead of getting super pissed.
- Never let's me talk about things I like
Eeeehhhh kind of just read about and you'll get what I'm getting at. Plus I will sit there and listen while she talks about whatever even if it's something I don't like but as soon as I talk about something I like that she doesn't (and a lot of the things she doesn't like she's never even friggin seen before) she gets all pissy
- Yells at me a lot
Over literally everything I do
- Never knows when to stop
Ever. She got me into trouble with one of the nicest teachers in the school because I was trying to work and she kept putting her hand over where I was writing and I told her to stop it a million times and she just kept giggling and doing it again like a fucking five year old until I got pissed enough to elbow her in which the teacher got annoyed at us for being loud even though I was just trying to work.
1. Abused my trust in her. It was just a stupid small thing about something that happened between me and the guy I liked at the time but it was still something I trusted her with and told her not to tell anyone. So you know what she did? She immediately yelled out "hEY EVERYONE COME LISTEN TO THIS" and she didn't actually tell them but I got so fucking scared that she would because she knows I have huge trust issues and people have actually done that to me before so like ????? Why would she even when she knew this????
2. She never says sorry. Ever. Whenever I call her out on some shitty thing she's done to me it's always excuses and never "Yeah that was kind of asshole-ish of me, sorry, I won't do it again".
3. Nothing is ever her fault. Feeds in with never says sorry. But like with the the whole thing where just after I told her not to tell anyone about something so she yelled out to everyone to come hear this, when I called her out on it she said "Well I didn't know people were actually going to hear and come see". yoU WERE IN A MASSIVE GROUP OF PEOPLE (WHICH INCLUDED 90% OF MY FRIENDS AND THE GUY IT WAS ABOUT) OF COURSE THEY WERE GOING TO FUCKING HEAR AND IF YOU REALLY DIDN'T KNOW PEOPLE WERE GOING TO HEAR THEM YOU, YOU SHOULDN'T OF KEPT GOING ALONG WITH IT WHEN THEY HEARD AND JUST GONE "Actually doesn't matter" OR WHATEVER.
juST GOD DAMN IT.
I'M GOING TO STOP BEFORE I BREAK SOMETHING.